the anticipation and stress sets in...

tomorrow's my first real meeting with SIAS, together with the bosses.

i say first REAL meeting because they've already been introduced to my voice. hope they aren't too disappointed with what they see tomorrow.

it was real tiring today. i didn't spend the evening with him, but the day ended off pretty good. i had to put him into the equation because this is the first sunday in a long time that i didn't spend with him.

woke up at 8am, and decided to head down to school. had to put my "bitch mask" on.

the rest came in slowly...and when jianyi arrived, he started telling how his school term will suck major. and we just kept swearing at each other...and it was cathartic. at least he caught a gist of what was to come later.

it was a pretty productive session, i suppose. it had all the elements of a huge fight - tears, swearing, defensive finger-pointing and more swearing.

i realized today how much this buncha people mean to me.

i'd probably miss them if i leave.

it was really really heartening to see the whole group practising and learning together. today was simply amazing.

zhiguang and weikai were there.

and jiehan came back.

coolness.